Lazy

I'm with someone who worries about them self. Never helps with bills. Complains about everything. Doesn't make me feel like a man. Takes and doesn't give back.

It's time for her to go. I see nothing worth keeping or holding onto.

Dont know

Ugly people are a turn off. Doesn't matter who you are. Your ugly to me if your mean to me. I'm pushed away. Over saturated with stupidity and ugliness.

It easy for me to walk away.

When I do I never look back. That's the easy part. I'm only left with all the negative.

Love

Love is a choice. What's happens when the infatuation is gone. When your left with only core of yourself and the other person what choice will you make. You can either love or walk away. I've always heard relationships are hard work. I never understood that. Slowly I'm figuring it out.

I always thought relationships or love should come easy. If your personalities click it should be smooth sailing. In my case apparently not. But I keep trying. I have no choice but to try. I feel like if I don't make a commitment I'll be alone forever.

The language of love isn't my strongest language. I have trouble expressing my feelings and needs. I've always held them close fearing they'll be used against me. I need to open up and let my guard down.

Only then will I feel love.