Lost but at the same time determined

I know what I want out of life. But getting there is taking forever. My school, love life, and my kids have an ultimate goal. Its just taking forever. I want to graduate already. I want to be married and settled. And I want the best for my kids.

Im envious of my sibling who have all of this. They all have there careers. Are married and have everything in there life in order.

I havent accomplished these things yet and they look at me like Im a loser. They dont look at what Im doing now. Just at all of the mistakes Ive made in my life.

Im focusing on myself and my kids and nobody else. They are all I need now. They keep me going. They look up to me. They think Im the greatest. And I try to be.